DGRFA
DGRFA
DGRFA


By SphinxBarkal
[ Reviews - 1]

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I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm tired of hoping. I love her so much. Sadly, I still do. She deletes the sweet messages I leave her, I keep hers as the momentos of how I felt once, and know how she felt, even though she claims she felt nothing but care. I'm forced to discard my feelings like yesterday's old trash. None of it bloody matters. She will never see my true pain, for I will not become weak before her eyes. I wish I could show her. She won't care. She has others to care for. I am nothing. I am but a mourning ghost, almost void of all feeling. I wish all the pain would stop, wish the sorrow had passed. But it's still here. And she's still in my thoughts. Just leave me be! Leave my heart in peace. You don't care about me so just go away. You'd rather have someone else besides me. But know, they will never make you happy like I can. And I don't need to prove my maturity to you or anyone anymore. I'm more grown up than you think. And I can be loved by another just as easily. I just wish it could be you...

Chapter End Notes:

these were a series of poems i wrote for a former fling who i ended up loving. we don't talk anymore, i haven't heard from her in years. But i wanted to just share these. Regardless of gender, we all feel this way at some point and just wanted to share that you're not alone in your feelings.



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